holidays 27.12.08

i came to this place to work. damn them & their non-responsive wifi! now i drink, and nothing good comes from this.

so this is the holidays, huh? eff the holidays.

recurring delimiters of life (part 2) 01.07.08

more of that below, just a day later:

recurring delimiters of life 31.06.08

a collection of all things on any given thursday relating to nothing and thus everything(?):

new look! 23.09.07

The first version of dfG.com was drowning in its themes. Themantically the site was huge, romantically it was involved, ideologically it was an effing work of art. Realistically though, the first version was too intentional, I couldn’t keep up with it. Very possibly this is because the site was little more than intention; it was sorta like a New Year’s Resolution, something which in the moment I was earnest about, but with the daily grind of jobs, bills, girlfriends, bars & sleep, I maybe forgot the importance. Then in classic guilty style, instead of just scrapping the entire idea & starting over, I had to go through the bullshit routine of feeling bad for letting it lie dormant, then going back to it & attempting to breath life back in it via the original model but just not feeling it, so walking away from it, justifying this with attestations like “I just need to step away from it, I’m too involved” or “I can’t force it, I have to allow it to come to fruition on its own”, & other such crap, & I did this over & again until finally I could admit that for all those grand intentions I simply didn’t have any serious motivation to follow through. O, that & the fact that the me who put the original specs together is not the same me who reads them now.

The old version simply doesn’t makes sense now. A viewpoint which in many ways is applicable to other aspects of my life.

old dfG themes:

New dfG themes:

Yup, that’s it. “Ronin”, motherfuckers.

& I might include girls... justmaybe.

cheers.